Saturday, August 28, 2010 @ 8:18:00 PM
Chose a Christmas card, which I wrote my blessings on. The address is the bottom of my heart, can you receive it? The day is a bit cold; it's a little bit windy. The city is peaceful yet noisy.This winter I return home... alone.
I ask myself, am I used to it yet? In the night, without you, the echoes become very loud. Is there any good way to tame loneliness?
Have you been alright lately? Are you struggling with memories too? You said you would remember me, do you? Have you been alright lately? Are you busy, tired, is your heart still hurting? In case you can't forget me, hurry and set off towards happiness.
I am still struggling with myself, but I cannot let it show. Greetings from past lovers are more awkward than those by strangers.
Yesterday is far away, tomorrow is long. Memories are vague and yet immense. What do I have to do to stop these tears from falling at night?
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Let it go, Ellene.
Thursday, August 5, 2010 @ 5:08:00 PM
i ought to learn anger management.even the slightest things which i wouldnt even care about bothers me now.
a lot.
:(
Friday, July 16, 2010 @ 6:07:00 PM
back from adventure camp.
now i miss the activities and the team bonding.
gaybians.
loveyouverymuch, plus -est.
同样的感动
Friday, July 9, 2010 @ 3:53:00 PM
when i saw the indonesians dance today, i felt many emotions. i missed thy especially. when i saw the little indonesian boy.
their actions were so alike.
i remmebered clearly our last night at the orphanage.
the indonesian dance reminded me of when all of us were dancing around the campfire with powder.
that night, i was really touched.
everyone were friends, even though some of us didn't know each other at all.
we were all friends that night.
i felt that touched again today.
miss them.