Monday, July 6, 2009 @ 9:14:00 PM
i really dont know what to say.
i just wished i hadn't taken that step.
its the very step that changed my life.
i should have known; but i didnt care.
and now the consequences are hard to bear.
i shouldnt have been reckless.
and come to think of it,
i think im such a hypocrite.
.
.
.
and i am trapped in between.
it is exactly like im given a chance for survival.
a chance for me to flee from danger;
but to abandon everyone.
.
do i even have this courage?
i just wished i hadn't taken that step.
its the very step that changed my life.
i should have known; but i didnt care.
and now the consequences are hard to bear.
i shouldnt have been reckless.
and come to think of it,
i think im such a hypocrite.
.
.
.
and i am trapped in between.
it is exactly like im given a chance for survival.
a chance for me to flee from danger;
but to abandon everyone.
.
do i even have this courage?