walan eh.

why are you such a spoilt brat?

everything its all about you you you.

are you the sun?

you complain, i get the scoldings.

you complain, i get the glares.

the only thing i feel like doing now is to stuff the canes in your mouth.

i am very pissed, no matter in school or at home.

i cant get peace.

and i feel as though i can't get everything right.

you come home everyday, rushing me for the computer because you have "appointment" with your friend online.

and you complain because i keep refusing you.

and she scolds me because of you, saying that i hog the computer everyday and should at least give you thirty minutes.

what makes you think that whenever i go on the computer i'm playing?

im not you, i cant slack as much as i wish to.

and im not as lazy as you.

i yearn to complete my homework.

i go online for help, not for fun.

but why doesnt anybody understand?

talk about family.

they say family are closest people on earth to you.

bullshit, i feel like slapping people who agrees with that.

some families might be like that, but definitely NOT mine.

i come home everyday late and tired, and i've got homework to complete.

dont use that ** attitude of yours on me.

you cant blame me if anything goes wrong, i believe i am not going to be tolerant with all this shit.

you said you know i have loads of homework, and you're not pressurizing me.

but are you blind enough not to see that i'm very serious now?

you are totally bias to have the thinking that when i go online i am actually playing.

i feel that i dont even understand all of you.